you have to support bisexual women even when they willingly enter relationships with men and end up being abused I’m serious like it’s not a joke. please support bisexual women for gods sake. we are not asking to be abused. we do not to deserve to be abused. we are not stupid for hoping not to end up in an abusive relationship with a man. we should not have to avoid dating men in order to be safe from abuse as if that’s even how that works. for Christs sake as other women, as other wlw, as LGBT people, bisexual women need your support.
You Are Not Wasting Time; It Was Given To You As A Gift, Freely and Generously; Is Rain Wasted Because It Falls On Gardens, Grass, Disgruntled Birds, and Umbrellas All The Same?
honestly the worst thing about adhd for me is that a new hobby or hyperfixation is one of the greatest sources of joy, but its always haunted by the knowledge that it won’t last and i don’t get to decide or even know how long. I can’t count on being interested in anything long term.
it feels like theres a clock ticking above my head and i cant see how much longer i get to enjoy something. i can’t start big projects for fear of never finishing them. i have to hold myself back from anything that requires long-term commitments or consistency because i can’t rely on future-me to follow through.*
when i pace myself and try to casually keep up with something after the hyperfixation ends it just isn’t the same, the joy is gone. when i say fuck it and just let myself run, i end up trying to cram years of a hobby into weeks or months. i bite off way more than i can chew, burn out spectacularly, and spend the next month feeling guilty every time i look at the pile of expensive, unused materials that i sat down one day and never picked back up.
Theres a toll that years of it takes on your self-trust, it compromises your ability to make decisions without second guessing the most basic things. “What will I want?” and “what will I like?” aren’t any less opaque at six months from now than six years. I can’t count on what I want. In a way, I can’t count on myself and there’s a grief that comes along with that.
i see so much about dealing with adhd shame, but i dont think i’ve heard more than one person express the grief that comes with losing something you really love, not because it leaves you, but because your body simply decides without your permission to stop loving it.
Feeling good today (and a bit sappy maybe), so I thought I’d share some positivity through these points that I think are important to remember:
1. Setting your boundaries isn’t selfish or lame. It’s healthy, and you have the right to be respected for having them.
2. Productivity can come in different forms. Just because you may not have gotten the task done that you had in mind, remember the things that were accomplished - however small.
3. Consent is everything. If an interaction of any form makes you feel stressed or uncomfortable, “I don’t want to” can be a valid reason for saying ‘no’.
4. You matter. Your words, actions, gestures, comments have more impact on people than you know.
5. You are enough.
Take care of yourselves out there 💙
listen, I’m not the biggest fan of kids but if a child looks at me then you bet I’m gonna smile back at them. kids deserve to experience the world as a kind and safe place to explore okay.
But the world is not kind or safe.
then Fucking do your part to make it that way.